I know i havent been blogging for ages.

On this day, God wants you to know

... that all is well. What could you not accept, if you but knew that everything that happens, all events, past, present, and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?

this is just to say i've realised that despite one's best laid plans and expectations, it doesnt neccessary mean that everything will fall into place.

While the pain will always hurt the same, it will eventually fade.

and listening to enya music sooths off the pain while listening to Departure (samurai x piano version) + sadness and sorrow (naruto) and to zanarkland (ffx) brings on the depression.

Life is short, life is unfair and filled with disappointment.

In comparison with my brother, my life is the opposite of his. polar opposites.

He was born health, i was born with a 50% chance to die thanks to a premature birth. He's healthy, I'm not that healthy...love life...LOL. 6? 7 failures in mine, and he's happily married (with his 1st love too) with the MOST ADORABLE daughter!! (my niece can order me to do anything i swear!!)


well screw that lol! I'm going to live my life 1 step @ a time. Be it God, the Devil or what, i don't really give a damn. I'm going to live my life the way i want it..i just wish i wasn't so lonely at times...