Don't u juz love this cool weather today? Raining weather, nice cool winds blowing outdoors, PERFECT for sleeping.

And i'm stuck inside the damm office blasted by the aircon and working my butt off.

So for those IDIOTS (male friends of mine included, I don't scold females) sleeping their heads off in this fine weather, i curse u!!! (not those serious kind of curses, juz the type where i hope the rain pours in from ur window and hits u on the face or at least wets ur bed until u can't sleep.
*grumbles and mutters swear words* Hates mondays.

Things I've missed:

a) The super old but excellent computer game: Master of Magic (was played in MSDOS)
(broke my heart to throw away the game, think the disc was spoilt)

b) Black Isle Studios (makers of Baulder's Gate series) closed down due to bankruptcy.
(sigh...no wonder i couldn't get any good RPG games for the last few yrs)

c) Dreamwave Comics (it produced the new Transformers comics. Don't laugh, but the storyline was superb and the artwork was like amazing too

d) and of course the famous amos cookies i bought last week. Enuff said

I hate Mondays!

because

I juz don't like Mondays.

God forgive me for I've sin....I bought another 100g of Famous Amos Cookies...

How does one resist something that smells so good 50m away?

I'm so going to grow fat (fatter in my case).

Zzzz... *smirks, cookie eating time WHEE!* (obviously not in the least repentful or remorseful)

1 more yr for the Transformer movie in 2007. ZZZ...

Some pple say Transformers is childish etc etc and i shld give it up etc etc

Frankly speaking i'm only interested in it because it...hmm..how to put this into words...

It's more of a rememberance of the my past/childhood. To have a nice pretty collection to look and admire at. After all u don't expect me to play with those toys right?

If i knew then how much my previous toys were going to be worth in the future, i would have treated them better. $49 for 1 now? zzz.. Come to think abt don't even know what happened to my old toys. Think they are still stuck in some old box, filled with cobwebs, rust and dirt.

ARGH!!!!

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CALLS????!?!!

couldn't even have my lunch or eat my fruits in peace!!!

Just the time taken to type this simple and short message and there were alrdy 4 calls!!!


Somebody shoot me...

Went to Meiting's house warming party yesterday with hx and herbert. Nice house, almost exactly the same design as Uncle Richard/Bob's houses.

Food was nice. Saw berlinda there, still looks the same, exchanged greetings etc the usual

Only irritating?, more like minor hipcup was that we were conned? nah too harsh a word, misunderstoond 1 incident

We were told to do some ritual/blessing (we thought it was those kind of rituals where u bless the owner of the house etc), instead it was some kind of spiritual thingy. Led into a room where they explained the whole spiritual thingy. Haha..too bad it was explained in CHINESE!!!

Great way to put me to sleep. Explaining spiritual philosophical discussion in chinese. I was lost after the 1st 4 sentences.

End: Hx was kindof pissed. Herbert and I were irritated i guess, 'discussion' took up 45mins.

After that Meiting took us ard the house then we went home. Interesting enough, found out there's a direct bus to/from there. Could be useful in case she invites us back for her 21st birthday

End of log.

U know it's going to be long and hard day when

a) u wake up in the morning feel tired instead of refreshed (i admit this happens almost every day)

b) Ur muscles ache like hell

c) 3 of ur collegues are on course and the phone keeps on ringing every 2mins.

*sniffs* didn't even have the time to pop a sweet into my mouth just now.

So much for thinking i could spend my lunch hour trying to buy a new pair of working shoes in orchard. Ah well, another day then. Hopefully my shoes doesn't wear out too soon.

Thinking more of my friends and how long i've known them. Here's a short list of them

Boyan - 15yrs
Sec sch friends (hx,ivan & Co, Mel Sim, 4/2 classmates) - 6-8yrs

JC friends? - 3-4yrs

Noticed I've no Primary Sch friends contacts besides Boyan? Lost contact with them way way way back. I do bump into them by accident like once in a very blue moon.

I wonder how many more i will lose contact with down the years?

OMG!!!!

There's going to be another Transformers movie showing on 4th July 2007!!!!!

*hyperventalates* Breathe Victor!! Breathe!!

If i wasn't in the office now i would be jumping up and down.

If stores sell aroma theraphy that smells like freshly baked Famous cookies, I think i will be 1 of the 1st to rush over and buy.

Down to my last pack of cookies. Must savour every itchy bitsy last crumb of it. Filter the smell to my brain. Let it soak through me...

kk....better stop blogging on this subject b4 pple think i'ma nut case.

Must eat cookiesssss.........me precious........mine....aaalllll mine....

First no msn, games website, email - ok fine with me (huge pill to swallow but i did)

Then no U-tube - ok too

But now also no Friendster to log on to???? Zzz...

Wah liao!

Sianzz.....

Just waiting for the next piece of work and a pretty depressing thought hit me in the guts. It's the lost of several friendships gained in primary sch. *sec sch still holding pretty strong and i can't really be bothered with JC friends that much sad to say,save for a handful*

What happened to my 1st group of close friends? (b4 i met hx,ivan and co)

Daryl, Zixiang,Eujin and Boyan and I were as close as brothers in a way. Went out for movies, arcades and slacking in Eujin or Zx's house. (lan was not that popular? or held less interest to us 6-9 yrs ago)

Since then i've lost all contact with them except Boyan of course. Then again haven't contact him for 1 yr alrdy. Will meet up with him soon i guess. But what happened to the rest?

Daryl - CJC --->Army---??
Eujin ---> Army-->Australia Uni
Zx-->OOC from commandos then ?

It saddens me to have lost contact with them. Even though i still remember the good old times we had. Eujin's horny jokes, Zx's clumsiness at times and daryl..he was pretty quiet compared to the other 2. The long bus rides from NJC to J.Pt. (1hr20mins ride i think)

Sigh...dear friends where have all of you gone now i wonder?

Guilt:
I'm feeling super guilty right now. Spent $10 buying 250g of Famous Amos Cookies. Actually only wanted to buy 100g but the no of cookies looked so little....

Denial: I can' have spent $10 on cookies!!! It's not healthy, not cheap even though it tastes damm yummy. Man...wasting my money...my life blood away!!!

Acceptance: Ah heck...maybe i will buy more the day after...$10 more wouldn't kill me.

Besides give me credit! I resisted the cookies' siren call(smell in this case) for 3 FULL days! U know how hard that is?????? Juz ask those who have seen me walk past a famous amos shop b4.

Even though the smell at the Raffles place shop is not that strong but it still can make me drool. Don't bother asking what the shop at Wisma does to me. Requires Ivan and edward and maybe yh to drain me away from that sweet aroma. *drools*

The fresh is weak and my will is weaker when it comes to certain items. Sadly? famous amos cookies is 1 such item.

I've this sinking feeling that this is going to be quite a bad day...

3 pple absent (1 leave, 1 MC..)= a LOT more work

some system down= more calls=more complain= more work

Hmm..I wonder what else would go wrong today. Might be an interesting but vastly irritating day.

For some strange reason i feel like practising my DOTA skills all of a sudden. Hearing 1st Blood if i'm lucky enuff can be extremely satisfying.

It would be nice to gloat over the rest after slaying their characters...haha....nvm. gloating shld be done in private.

Days like these when i wish i could juz carry on sleeping on my spoilt but still comfy bed with my thin but nice blanket when it's raining outside.

But no....now i'm in office, wet, tired and thinking of thoughts like this. What a wonderful day this is.

ok...better stop the sacarism. It's the best way to make a bad day worse.

Got my 1st pay check!

not bad for the 1st month of the job. Got paid OT for coming in 1/2hr earlier. :)

And no i'm not treating friends for now! Broke. Maybe will treat next time..like in 5yrs or so. haha. (Victor the miser/stingy!!!)

Ah feel so much better today. I mean I still feel a bit down as usual (but yesterday was much worse.)

Ah while pple were eagerly watching the world cup, i was watching tennis (wimbeldon finals). Rodger Federer plays near perfect tennis. Seeing him play is like watching magic! Exquisite moves and co-ordinations and he plays so smoothly w/o any (apparent) hurry. He moves like lightning too.

For some reason i don't really like Nadal. Something abt his looks i think that puts me off. Talking abt looks, the woman's winner, amelia mauresmo looks like a man. Cut off her pony tail and she will be a he, or a she man, he-she/she-he.

The men's finals was so much more exciting than the woman's. Nadal played well but Federer juz ran after all the balls. (lightning movements). *Shrugs* Guess that's why he's number uno!

Give me tennis and/or basketball to watch anytime over soccer. Yes i know most pple would say i'm those type of guys who like fast and quick actions. Instant gratification. Soccer's too slow for me. Besides i know most pple watch soccer only because they have placed bets on the teams.

I'm in a pretty foul and vicious mood today for various reasons(stated below). If i was a girl i would say it's PMS but i guess for me it's more like violent insanity mood.

a) Been having a pretty irritating painful headache for the last 2hrs

b(i) damm IT sec has disabled the acct which i was using to do my work, leaving me with THE account which lacks a certain Drive required for me to do a certain work. Idiots....told them not to disable it until my own account was fixed...

(ii) Best part they can't tell me when it will be fixed. (soon they say....been waiting for a week alrdy....)

c) bloody new comers keep on stealing the staple and calculator w/o returning it. It's a very minor irritation but on days like these.....

Feel like ripping someone's guts out and using them as a skipping rope or doing something equally gory juz to vent my frustations.

W/o Msn, email or access to any games site in the office, my 'fav' site in the net now is wikipedia!

Stuff i've searched:

1) Almost everything on Marvel Comics (sure saves me $$ buying comics).
2) War Hammer 40k (yes i'm a fan of the game/series but it's too expensive to me to start on it. Got the comp games of 40k though)

3) DC comics

4) D&D/Greyhawk (RPGs)

5) Angel/Demon lore & articles + greek myth (really had nothing to do on that day)

6) LOTR (even i've read the bks, saw the movies alrdy)

I wonder what else can i search for?

I would willing sell ivan or/and edward to slavery juz to get a good massage now. Body feels so stiff and tired.

On second thoughts, think i will only sell ivan. Ed might cause the deal to fail. he's such a lousy slave/person anyway. haha...

What a truly bad monday i had. The amt of bad luck i had was juz amazing.

a) 1st thing i heard when i sat down was my superior telling me i almost costed HSBC $86m due to a rate quoting mistake. (lucky he corrected it i think. Great way to start a monday ya?)

b) Had to do all the resetting shit for my new acct after they deleted my old one.

c) Employment service called to say they might not pay me the extra 1/2hr OT i've been coming in the morning for the last month, even though they paid the person i took over from that 1/2hr extra OT

d) Was hoping to go home on time (super rare event) but a stupid mistake made by SOMEONE!!! forced me to stay back for 20 extra mins

e) missed the bus 2x due to overcrowding.

f) Due to overcrowdedness and mostly due to listening to my ipod, i stopped like 5 stops after my house. forced to take taxi.... (k i was too lazy and hot to cross the street. U try walking in singapore with a long sleeves shirt w/o melting. )

Only good thing was that on the bus i met this pretty chio girl. (then again it was nothing much). Anyway she looked like she was ard 15-18 and totally sunburnt. (felt pity for her since she was carry this huge heavy bag and it was against her burnt skin)

All in all a very depressing day. Almost like asking me tolerate edward for a week with no breaks. Now that's a truly depressing thought. Gives me the shivers.

MOOOOONDAYs

Monday!!! Somehow i juz wanna slack even though i'm suppose to be working now.

Ah can't wait to get my pay check for Jun. Even though there's going to be very vey little left for me to spend (see previous 5-6 entries back). Juz found out the CPF deduction would be abt 20%!

Watched Corpse Bride yesterday. Pretty good show though it's a bit short(1hr 16mins). Can finally return the disc to ivan who can pass it to hx.

If i had 1 wish, i might consider wishing all mosquitos to die. Damm flying bugs...why are they always bitting me??? Even though i share the room with my bro, i can get 4-5 bites and he get none. My blood must be too sweet.

Last night only had 1 bite but this bug bit me on my hand where the veins intersected. Hope it overfed and became slow enuff to be eaten 1 of those lizards always hanging ard my room walls all the time. HATE MOSQUITOS! (thank god their life spans is only abt a week)