I hope someday to have a girlfriend like the one HX has
it's like buy 1 get a bag of goodies free lol
HX gets CM, then he also by default gets
a) her laptop
b) her bicycle
c) her bed / room
d) car?
BUY 1 get 4 FREE leh! like those mkts in Hongkong where u can bargain with the stall owners.
Now we know why HX didn't want to get a GF earlier huh?
See ivan? i bet being with XL doesn't offer as much goodies right? (ok u have the laptop and bed/room).
LOL. HX is my new ROLE MODEL!!!!! 师傅请教我!!!!!
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
Talk abt SUPER LONG overdue post. This post was suppose to be on Feb 2008. No idea why i didn't even post it.
Amazing isn't it? almost 3 weeks of no blogging and no one came to bother me abt it at all!!! can it be true?so let's get on with the overdue (as usual) updates ye?
so 1st thing 1st = HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
2nd thing = HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!! (for the lucky bastards = Ivan, GH and Richard FOr richie and ivan...ok lah know them so long can't really bear to curse them to singlehood. but for GH....*utters long curse against GH to be a bachelor once more) and HAPPY FRIENDSHIP's DAY ( for the unlucky bastards= (all the rest of us bachelors).
I shall dedicate 1 post to each day/s
CNY! Ah the year of nice little red hongbaos with even nicer not so little notes in them. ka ching! I didn't even count the amt of $$ i had. Just passed it to my mom. (let's spell the word filial together 1 2 3 ! F I L I A L).
Anyway eve of CNY's steamboat at my ah mah;s house was much quieter than usual. Bro and Cindy went off to in-laws place. Aunt Wendy and Family (whooping number of 10 pple) celebrated on their own. Kiddies were with them of course. So the kids table (anyone below 35 and/or unmarried) shrunk to a mere 5 pple. (andy claire yiyu simon and i) = LOTS of FOOD for us
Abalone was splendid! Must be Aunt Yen that made it nicer by adding a dash of chilli and onions.
So nothing much on CNY eve except the usual collection of $$.
Only ended the day with sending my cousin claire to her bf's house. I must say that bf...not very good lah. Ask the GF to come all the way to his house..at least stand nearby to escort her to the condominium lah! place so dark and quiet. NB!! IF anything happened to my cousin i would have made him a real enunch. Somemore my cousin was ill that day. Stupid girl.
Amazing isn't it? almost 3 weeks of no blogging and no one came to bother me abt it at all!!! can it be true?so let's get on with the overdue (as usual) updates ye?
so 1st thing 1st = HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
2nd thing = HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!! (for the lucky bastards = Ivan, GH and Richard FOr richie and ivan...ok lah know them so long can't really bear to curse them to singlehood. but for GH....*utters long curse against GH to be a bachelor once more) and HAPPY FRIENDSHIP's DAY ( for the unlucky bastards= (all the rest of us bachelors).
I shall dedicate 1 post to each day/s
CNY! Ah the year of nice little red hongbaos with even nicer not so little notes in them. ka ching! I didn't even count the amt of $$ i had. Just passed it to my mom. (let's spell the word filial together 1 2 3 ! F I L I A L).
Anyway eve of CNY's steamboat at my ah mah;s house was much quieter than usual. Bro and Cindy went off to in-laws place. Aunt Wendy and Family (whooping number of 10 pple) celebrated on their own. Kiddies were with them of course. So the kids table (anyone below 35 and/or unmarried) shrunk to a mere 5 pple. (andy claire yiyu simon and i) = LOTS of FOOD for us
Abalone was splendid! Must be Aunt Yen that made it nicer by adding a dash of chilli and onions.
So nothing much on CNY eve except the usual collection of $$.
Only ended the day with sending my cousin claire to her bf's house. I must say that bf...not very good lah. Ask the GF to come all the way to his house..at least stand nearby to escort her to the condominium lah! place so dark and quiet. NB!! IF anything happened to my cousin i would have made him a real enunch. Somemore my cousin was ill that day. Stupid girl.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Happy Birthday to MEEEEEE
There blogging for the next 2 -3 weeks done.
i know i havent' been blogging much but....pple working and studying leh. tiring.
didn't want to blog today but thought oh well since it's my birthday might as well leave a post for u guys to see. u happy i happy. WE all happy.
*note to self: leave hp on silent mode or switch it off b4 i go to sleep. Do u know how loud an sms sounds like at midnight when ur sleeping?)
-> thanks ah ivan william, ur midnight smses woke me up from me beauty sleep last night. I mean thx for the birthday wishes, i'm touched by ur gestures...but still.... LOL. Victor with intterrupted sleep = EMOLISED lvl 2 Victor!
the 1st word on my birthday was a swear word lol. to be exact it was :" FUCK! who would sms me at midnght?"
At least hx didn't try to ambush me with a birthday cake this yr. Even though last yr his attempt to was on the wrong day (knew he was getting older but to mix up my birthday?tsk tsk. ) *looks at hx with an expression of vast disapproval* Still remember it because hx woke up almost my whole family that day at 1150pm!!!!
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
sian...today working then later still have classes. *sobs*
i know i havent' been blogging much but....pple working and studying leh. tiring.
didn't want to blog today but thought oh well since it's my birthday might as well leave a post for u guys to see. u happy i happy. WE all happy.
*note to self: leave hp on silent mode or switch it off b4 i go to sleep. Do u know how loud an sms sounds like at midnight when ur sleeping?)
-> thanks ah ivan william, ur midnight smses woke me up from me beauty sleep last night. I mean thx for the birthday wishes, i'm touched by ur gestures...but still.... LOL. Victor with intterrupted sleep = EMOLISED lvl 2 Victor!
the 1st word on my birthday was a swear word lol. to be exact it was :" FUCK! who would sms me at midnght?"
At least hx didn't try to ambush me with a birthday cake this yr. Even though last yr his attempt to was on the wrong day (knew he was getting older but to mix up my birthday?tsk tsk. ) *looks at hx with an expression of vast disapproval* Still remember it because hx woke up almost my whole family that day at 1150pm!!!!
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
sian...today working then later still have classes. *sobs*
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Apologise for the CZY EMONESS I've displayed for the last 2 weeks!!! it's so unvictor like i know. I blame it on zy for introducing EMOness to the BC. BUT IF U WANT ANY MORE EMONESS PLS DUN READ THIS POST!!!
Spirit's kinda low. guess i'm still feeling emo huh? heart break heart break lor. What truly irks me is that i waited 5 months hoping in vain. All the time of waiting and the little twist of fate which so happens she finds her BF in that time. 5 months of hope turn to ashes in an instant. actually the relly frustrating thing is tht this is the 2nd? 3rd time EXACT or almost exact same thing happeningto me. and to think i had a line of activites lined up too for when she came back to sg. ah the irony here can literally kill a person. poof. so much for spending hrs surfing veggie websites (there good veggie/famous stalls at my work area too) for good stalls to go to. blah. Does this explain why i've been moody lately b4 lunch william? The worst part is talking to her pretending everything's the same as it ever was. HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. THink i will ignore her till i rearrange myself fully once more. Pretending isn't helping me get over this.
and an example of work which irritated me tremendously today. some old woman telling me her sob story of can't find work etc etc and pls help her find a job. Of course i gave the standard yes yes answer. But SERIOUSLY, i'm not really in the mood these days to be the one comforting pple k?
of course such saddness did lead me to analyse my character deeper. after all it didn't make sense on why 1 more failure shld have such a huge negative effect on mr overlord here. therefore upon deeper self analyse (including long walks up and down my garden , a lovely garden u must admit), i realise the key pt was that i was kinda lonely in a way i think. Don't get me wrong, i kinda "love" my friends, u know the kses, multi arrowings, emoness, outings etc etc, but could be my TOTAL UTTER LACK of social life in UniSIM. I mean after all 1-3x per week lessons aren't really good foundations for new friendship. also considering that everyone or almost everyone comes straight from work makes it seem like everyone is on life support just to come for lessons. I've seen rocks showing more attention at times. 3rd pt will be oh the fucking age difference. Is studying the enlgish language such a chore that 99.99% of young pple my age avoid it? Of course maybe working as a perm part timer helps in a way that it takes my mind off personal issues.
I do admit i feel a slight pang of jealousy? no..envy when i see pple in NTU, NUS with new friends. LOL especially at those graduation ceremonies. Take pictures with 1 huge brunch of friends. At the way my life is going, by the time of my ceremony, haha i htink the only one taking photos with me will be my parents...no skip that...i wouldn't even ask them to waste their time coming. okok MAYBE 1-2 "friends" will be with me. oh well...i guess i will just get my scroll or watever it is and dump it into my car and drive the 5mins ride home i guess.
ah well, let those staunch Christians (hx will be one soon lor!!!) will say, I leave my fate in the Lord's hand. I wouldn't really call myself a staunch Christian..i follow the beliefs the teachings i guess to be kind helpful, be a good person, but i can't really be a staunch believer i think. Could be the cynical and apathy attitude that's inbuilt to me i think. I'm an idealistic realist. I want to hope for the best, i wish for the best for pple humanity etc. But in my heart i think humankind's more or less doomed alrdy. For every 100 good pple in the world, there's at least 5000 evil pple lurking ard. Demoralising isn't it?
(i think taking care of my newborn neice from October onwards will take my mind off my troubles, but the problem will of course still remain)
and now when i need music, the fucking blog showing error which i can't have my soothing FFX music. wah lieu. when it rain it pours.
anyway today's my chinese birthday (according to my grandma who memoriesd not only all the relatives chinese and english birth dates but also the telephone numbers)
So 生日快乐张家平. (last 3 chinese words are my chinese name of course, yes i know i don't use them often). If only i can feel happy when i'm alone.
Spirit's kinda low. guess i'm still feeling emo huh? heart break heart break lor. What truly irks me is that i waited 5 months hoping in vain. All the time of waiting and the little twist of fate which so happens she finds her BF in that time. 5 months of hope turn to ashes in an instant. actually the relly frustrating thing is tht this is the 2nd? 3rd time EXACT or almost exact same thing happeningto me. and to think i had a line of activites lined up too for when she came back to sg. ah the irony here can literally kill a person. poof. so much for spending hrs surfing veggie websites (there good veggie/famous stalls at my work area too) for good stalls to go to. blah. Does this explain why i've been moody lately b4 lunch william? The worst part is talking to her pretending everything's the same as it ever was. HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. THink i will ignore her till i rearrange myself fully once more. Pretending isn't helping me get over this.
and an example of work which irritated me tremendously today. some old woman telling me her sob story of can't find work etc etc and pls help her find a job. Of course i gave the standard yes yes answer. But SERIOUSLY, i'm not really in the mood these days to be the one comforting pple k?
of course such saddness did lead me to analyse my character deeper. after all it didn't make sense on why 1 more failure shld have such a huge negative effect on mr overlord here. therefore upon deeper self analyse (including long walks up and down my garden , a lovely garden u must admit), i realise the key pt was that i was kinda lonely in a way i think. Don't get me wrong, i kinda "love" my friends, u know the kses, multi arrowings, emoness, outings etc etc, but could be my TOTAL UTTER LACK of social life in UniSIM. I mean after all 1-3x per week lessons aren't really good foundations for new friendship. also considering that everyone or almost everyone comes straight from work makes it seem like everyone is on life support just to come for lessons. I've seen rocks showing more attention at times. 3rd pt will be oh the fucking age difference. Is studying the enlgish language such a chore that 99.99% of young pple my age avoid it? Of course maybe working as a perm part timer helps in a way that it takes my mind off personal issues.
I do admit i feel a slight pang of jealousy? no..envy when i see pple in NTU, NUS with new friends. LOL especially at those graduation ceremonies. Take pictures with 1 huge brunch of friends. At the way my life is going, by the time of my ceremony, haha i htink the only one taking photos with me will be my parents...no skip that...i wouldn't even ask them to waste their time coming. okok MAYBE 1-2 "friends" will be with me. oh well...i guess i will just get my scroll or watever it is and dump it into my car and drive the 5mins ride home i guess.
ah well, let those staunch Christians (hx will be one soon lor!!!) will say, I leave my fate in the Lord's hand. I wouldn't really call myself a staunch Christian..i follow the beliefs the teachings i guess to be kind helpful, be a good person, but i can't really be a staunch believer i think. Could be the cynical and apathy attitude that's inbuilt to me i think. I'm an idealistic realist. I want to hope for the best, i wish for the best for pple humanity etc. But in my heart i think humankind's more or less doomed alrdy. For every 100 good pple in the world, there's at least 5000 evil pple lurking ard. Demoralising isn't it?
(i think taking care of my newborn neice from October onwards will take my mind off my troubles, but the problem will of course still remain)
and now when i need music, the fucking blog showing error which i can't have my soothing FFX music. wah lieu. when it rain it pours.
anyway today's my chinese birthday (according to my grandma who memoriesd not only all the relatives chinese and english birth dates but also the telephone numbers)
So 生日快乐张家平. (last 3 chinese words are my chinese name of course, yes i know i don't use them often). If only i can feel happy when i'm alone.
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