From the person who decided it's cheaper to blog the message then to send a sms,
to
my good friend YH, the person who updates his blog more frequently than me:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
(it's also someone else birthday but....*gives super mega wicked sick holy shit! beyond godlike sigh...SIGHS!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel moody)
(wait for 2 days till 30th Aug to read this)
oh and to that bloody bugger Teo HX but who somehow is STILL my other good....violent....friend who arrowed me to organise the bloody saturday outing *in case i forget to wish u on that day, unlike as it is*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO. *grumbles abt his arrowing skills but that will be in another post*
but it's ok ! I still love u toooooo.... count the organising as my birthday gift to u lol!
The end.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
i hate such wet weathers then agian i also love such wet weathers too
Like = it's cool! cold!! makes me feel awake. Unlike some pple like an Ivan Tang who probably slept the whole day away. Haiz..some pple ah....*bo wei gong*
Dislike = forces me to stay indoors. makes me think too much (yes yes i know William will say a good round of dota will stop all the thinking, lol). of course it could also be me listening to my blog's music, which always did have a sort of reflective/contemplation tone.
So here's today's thoughts.
I've always wondered what happens if humans were longer lived. currently we are at our prime ard 20-35, die ard 90-110. we are as described in Fantasy books really short lived if u consider abt it. Of course i know there are certain insects, organic meat bags etc that have far shorter life span. (mosquitos have a span of 1 week, a certain fly species have only a single day).
so ya back to topic, if only humans were just slightly longer-lived, let say dying age is ard 120-130. I've always thought that u know if we meat bags did live longer, the life we lead will be less hectic, and we might actually pause to consider our actions. Currently, i'm sure those uneducated fools in Indonesia or anywhere else (referring to those farmers/corrupted officials that dun care abt the environment, illegal logging etc) never do pause to consider their actions. Why? In their mindsets, i'm pretty certain they will thinkj, who cares? in another 50-60 yrs time, i will be dead and gone, let the future generations handle the problems I caused.
Imagine a life where our peak age is 20- 55? Life will certainly be less of a rat race. Then things might not change. Longer lived = more pple inhabiting this world = burdens of overpopulation etc etc which will bring all sorts of new problems like birth control, population control, famine etc etc. Then again isn't that what's happening to our world now?
Now with all the tinkering with DNA, genes etc, humans might become longer-lived in years to come. That is if we all don't die within the next century or so. Our race is truly stupid acutally. Considering we are stuck in this single mudball, and haven't discovered the secrets of colonising other planets, u will think pple will take care of the environment more. Immediate matarialistic needs will always outweigh far unforseenable predicatable harm, that's holds true for the uneducated and uncultured. Alas, fools will remain fools and the world will burn, taking us, fools and otherwise along with it.
*if i could only write this fluidly w/o stopping to think much on my assignment that's due in 2 days time*
Like = it's cool! cold!! makes me feel awake. Unlike some pple like an Ivan Tang who probably slept the whole day away. Haiz..some pple ah....*bo wei gong*
Dislike = forces me to stay indoors. makes me think too much (yes yes i know William will say a good round of dota will stop all the thinking, lol). of course it could also be me listening to my blog's music, which always did have a sort of reflective/contemplation tone.
So here's today's thoughts.
I've always wondered what happens if humans were longer lived. currently we are at our prime ard 20-35, die ard 90-110. we are as described in Fantasy books really short lived if u consider abt it. Of course i know there are certain insects, organic meat bags etc that have far shorter life span. (mosquitos have a span of 1 week, a certain fly species have only a single day).
so ya back to topic, if only humans were just slightly longer-lived, let say dying age is ard 120-130. I've always thought that u know if we meat bags did live longer, the life we lead will be less hectic, and we might actually pause to consider our actions. Currently, i'm sure those uneducated fools in Indonesia or anywhere else (referring to those farmers/corrupted officials that dun care abt the environment, illegal logging etc) never do pause to consider their actions. Why? In their mindsets, i'm pretty certain they will thinkj, who cares? in another 50-60 yrs time, i will be dead and gone, let the future generations handle the problems I caused.
Imagine a life where our peak age is 20- 55? Life will certainly be less of a rat race. Then things might not change. Longer lived = more pple inhabiting this world = burdens of overpopulation etc etc which will bring all sorts of new problems like birth control, population control, famine etc etc. Then again isn't that what's happening to our world now?
Now with all the tinkering with DNA, genes etc, humans might become longer-lived in years to come. That is if we all don't die within the next century or so. Our race is truly stupid acutally. Considering we are stuck in this single mudball, and haven't discovered the secrets of colonising other planets, u will think pple will take care of the environment more. Immediate matarialistic needs will always outweigh far unforseenable predicatable harm, that's holds true for the uneducated and uncultured. Alas, fools will remain fools and the world will burn, taking us, fools and otherwise along with it.
*if i could only write this fluidly w/o stopping to think much on my assignment that's due in 2 days time*
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Ta da! only 1 week break from my last post! not that bad right? consider had broken heart, then now food poisoning. so anyway today's post will be abt the steamboat (important event) and CY's birthday combi (the not so important event). meal was good. thx to mr emo for preparing the food. HX for bring the pot, Cm for bring the choc fondue thingy (candle burner still with me!) yh for his fattening butter cookies. Ivan and cy for.....(did they do anything? lol) ah must sound nice. Ivan and Cy for their company *rolls eyes*
Happy group picture! see hx so loving. rare hor? ivan growing bunny ears. ivan so quiet that night. weird person. Maybe i didn;t grope him enuff. lol.
look at how nice hx and cm are in this photo. got chocolate, heart shape pot, 1 boy 1 girl. hmm....chocolate......i just realised something...hx didn't swear at all the whole single time!!! i mean like wtf??? 1st time leh!! whole single night! not a single swear word. I mean how F*CKING rare is that? of course we must take into consideration that right after CM left, hx went into comatose mode. so i guess when pple's asleep they can't really swear..but still...i do remember william telling me last time hx was sleep talking/swearing? in his sleep.
The birthday cake. photo taken by me. i love how the gold foil shines. GOOD SKILLS HOR? (ego boost). the cake tasted good.
a rare sight. CY in prayer. lol. praying for deliverance for eating all the sinful steamboat food and
chocolate last night. *God forgive me for over-indulging on the steamboat, chocolate last night...midway starts drooling over the cake* (proceeds to gouge down the more sinful cream filled mango/lychee cake). yup he's truly "repentant" We have another converted person.
chocolate last night. *God forgive me for over-indulging on the steamboat, chocolate last night...midway starts drooling over the cake* (proceeds to gouge down the more sinful cream filled mango/lychee cake). yup he's truly "repentant" We have another converted person.
I wanted to blog this after yh did but, aiya...u know heart broken pple can't blog rationally. then now suffering from food poisoning. bad!!!. anyway i really feel like an extra when yh took pics of me in the pic with hx and cm. felt so extra..lol.
and my poor bolster....mangled by some cruel...violent being. *sniff sniff*. i do realise hx always follows a pattern in stayovers.
1) Comes for dinner
2) after dinner, goes to sleep, on the BED!!! (mangles pillows, bolsters any human being or anything placed within 1m range)
3) wakes up when pple want to sleep, bugs them not to sleep.
4) when pple wake up due to his bugging, mentioned bugger goes back to sleep.
eg: victor wishing to sleep at 3am. hx after having slept for 2.5hrs or so wakes up, bugs victor to dun sleep, go play dota. victor gets sat on, pushed , roused. wakes up. plays a game with similarily roused pple. after 1 game, mentioned hx goes back to sleep on VICTOR'S Bed!!! (while other roused pple carry on for 2nd game) end result: victor sleeps on smaller bed with bigger yh. i tell u ah...some pple ah...no shame lor! sleep on the owner's bed all the time leh. I wonder whether he does the same wth CM. LOL. (probably not)
5) dulan pple play 1-2 more hrs of games b4 sleeping
6) next morning, mentioned bugger wakes the pple up after resting 3hrs more than them.
Yup that's so hx style. (and last time he even called us weak for sleeping so much. ah the irony can just kill) LOL. Anyway it was a good steamboat. Thanks for coming guys, *wasting my aircon bill, utilty bills etc etc* It was a good distraction for me that week.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
EMO POST: so don't read it if u dun like zy-ness emoness. u know what i mean.
ok now feeling less emo so can blog with better clarity.
haiz...wasted lah. i mean it's like waited for 4 months and wtf...she got her bf (non veggie, ah the hurt i feel) just because he was on the same trip with same course. some pple will say it's fate, for me i say it's like wtf concidence. suayness to the max lvl 25 on my part. Communication does wonders for bonding u know. pple in the same sch, courses will bond much better than some half fucked person who only sees the other person on msn or on outings which happen like less than 1x per month.
so much for all the planning and hope i carried with me lol. and here i was thinking what could happen to her in a mere 4 months? Whoever said patience is a virtue is going to get killed by me.
ah the frustration i feel sits like a canker on my soul. life can be quite a bitch sometimes. i mean happening once to me is bad enuff. but 2x(1st one was MC) in a row??? sometimes i really wonder if someone/s up there hates me...or is mocking me. u fucking BC members better appreciate ur GFs (applies to those with gfs only) i tell u...u dun want to see me angry right?
at least i mildly vented part of my frustrations/anger on dota that night. 3 games with ard 30 kills. kinda pathetic i know. but i dun have a punching bag at home and i dun want to get grilled by my parents on why i punch a hole in my cardboard.
at least my disappointment waiting time is dropping
MC - waited for like 4 yrs
MS - abt 3 yrs b4 my gut feeling went to work again (doesn't take much to know when someone ignores u for like 5yrs and still counting.)
MH/MT = less than 1 yr.
maybe when it reaches 0 waiting time, i will finally get a gf. LMAO! like those New Year count down timers.
i kinda knew after the outing we had when she came back. i remember blogging i felt something was lacking. (that's my meaning of something feels quite wrong). it's the body language. do u know English students are pretty good at reading body language? (the eyes, twitches, fidgeting etc etc) I've a whole chapter on it in my book last yr.
Gut instinct..ah why must u always be right in such sad matters but never in the good ones?
Maybe it's because i place too much hope in events and refuse to see the whole picture. Love does make 1 blind after all. i mean look at XL...how can she choose ivan? lol . love makes her blind!! couldn't she see ivan feeding me chocalate on yh's blog? 破坏家庭的人. ivan and i were so "happy" lol. (1st chinese words in me blog leh. i love the office chinese software on my comp)
b4 i knew abt this (Friday) , it was the same day my cousin flew off to Norway (Thursday), my left arm was twitching and went numb at certain times throughout the whole fucking day. I was like praying that nothing happened to my cousin (thankfully he's safely in Norway and perfectly ok). battered/broken heart is better than receiving bad news abt my relatives and i do mean that. i mean gf u can get a new one as long as the current one doesn't die lah. but cousins? irreplaceable. blood is afer all thicker than water.
so i'm /was totally emo for like the last 5 days lah. thx god for distractions (good ones) like my primary sch gathering, the steamboat and new mmorpg and new story book (which i read finish in half a day). these great events/books really took my mind off it's brooding. even though i will still brood for the next few days and nights. Btw i will blogmore abt the steamboat and primary sch outing sooner or later (u guys shld know me that it's 99% chance of being the latter choice)
Guess i'm still the overlord of the BC for sometime to come. On ur knees slaves! bow b4 the OVERLORD!
Man proposes , God disposes. and my collection of failures in the M series continues. (just like a saga of failure). another 3-4 days of moping ard and i shld recover pretty well. eventhough i still feel irritable/sad when i think abt it, see a veggie stall etc. HAIZ.
so much for pondering on who to spend 28th Aug with. YH or MH? YH!!! I"M HERE FOR U!!!!!! give me a hug! me love yh! he always posts such scandelous photos of me and ivan to make xl jealous lol. and speaking of scandelous photos..
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=820789&id=711068147 (the person involved said not to say a thing abt this. i kept my word.) it's only a link after all. lol.
*evil + slightly sad/jaded/pessimistic laughter* (evil is the normal one, other 3 is due to the current ongoing emo-ness i feel)
ok now feeling less emo so can blog with better clarity.
haiz...wasted lah. i mean it's like waited for 4 months and wtf...she got her bf (non veggie, ah the hurt i feel) just because he was on the same trip with same course. some pple will say it's fate, for me i say it's like wtf concidence. suayness to the max lvl 25 on my part. Communication does wonders for bonding u know. pple in the same sch, courses will bond much better than some half fucked person who only sees the other person on msn or on outings which happen like less than 1x per month.
so much for all the planning and hope i carried with me lol. and here i was thinking what could happen to her in a mere 4 months? Whoever said patience is a virtue is going to get killed by me.
ah the frustration i feel sits like a canker on my soul. life can be quite a bitch sometimes. i mean happening once to me is bad enuff. but 2x(1st one was MC) in a row??? sometimes i really wonder if someone/s up there hates me...or is mocking me. u fucking BC members better appreciate ur GFs (applies to those with gfs only) i tell u...u dun want to see me angry right?
at least i mildly vented part of my frustrations/anger on dota that night. 3 games with ard 30 kills. kinda pathetic i know. but i dun have a punching bag at home and i dun want to get grilled by my parents on why i punch a hole in my cardboard.
at least my disappointment waiting time is dropping
MC - waited for like 4 yrs
MS - abt 3 yrs b4 my gut feeling went to work again (doesn't take much to know when someone ignores u for like 5yrs and still counting.)
MH/MT = less than 1 yr.
maybe when it reaches 0 waiting time, i will finally get a gf. LMAO! like those New Year count down timers.
i kinda knew after the outing we had when she came back. i remember blogging i felt something was lacking. (that's my meaning of something feels quite wrong). it's the body language. do u know English students are pretty good at reading body language? (the eyes, twitches, fidgeting etc etc) I've a whole chapter on it in my book last yr.
Gut instinct..ah why must u always be right in such sad matters but never in the good ones?
Maybe it's because i place too much hope in events and refuse to see the whole picture. Love does make 1 blind after all. i mean look at XL...how can she choose ivan? lol . love makes her blind!! couldn't she see ivan feeding me chocalate on yh's blog? 破坏家庭的人. ivan and i were so "happy" lol. (1st chinese words in me blog leh. i love the office chinese software on my comp)
b4 i knew abt this (Friday) , it was the same day my cousin flew off to Norway (Thursday), my left arm was twitching and went numb at certain times throughout the whole fucking day. I was like praying that nothing happened to my cousin (thankfully he's safely in Norway and perfectly ok). battered/broken heart is better than receiving bad news abt my relatives and i do mean that. i mean gf u can get a new one as long as the current one doesn't die lah. but cousins? irreplaceable. blood is afer all thicker than water.
so i'm /was totally emo for like the last 5 days lah. thx god for distractions (good ones) like my primary sch gathering, the steamboat and new mmorpg and new story book (which i read finish in half a day). these great events/books really took my mind off it's brooding. even though i will still brood for the next few days and nights. Btw i will blogmore abt the steamboat and primary sch outing sooner or later (u guys shld know me that it's 99% chance of being the latter choice)
Guess i'm still the overlord of the BC for sometime to come. On ur knees slaves! bow b4 the OVERLORD!
Man proposes , God disposes. and my collection of failures in the M series continues. (just like a saga of failure). another 3-4 days of moping ard and i shld recover pretty well. eventhough i still feel irritable/sad when i think abt it, see a veggie stall etc. HAIZ.
so much for pondering on who to spend 28th Aug with. YH or MH? YH!!! I"M HERE FOR U!!!!!! give me a hug! me love yh! he always posts such scandelous photos of me and ivan to make xl jealous lol. and speaking of scandelous photos..
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=820789&id=711068147 (the person involved said not to say a thing abt this. i kept my word.) it's only a link after all. lol.
*evil + slightly sad/jaded/pessimistic laughter* (evil is the normal one, other 3 is due to the current ongoing emo-ness i feel)
Friday, August 08, 2008
Haiz..Once more i'm alone. AGAIN.
feeling emo as expected/ . now i know why i've been feeling troubled the last 2 days. at least it's only on this matter than something happening to my cousin who flew to Norway on thursday.
I will of course blog more on this. I pity the person against me on dota tonight. mood tampered with the knowledge i'm meeting my primary sch friends who i havent' seen for 11 yrs. But i'm seriously emo now. Pray hard foolish person who will dota against me tonight or for the next few nights. No mercy asked nor given.
on a brighter note: STEAM BOAT TOMORROW! whee.
feeling emo as expected/ . now i know why i've been feeling troubled the last 2 days. at least it's only on this matter than something happening to my cousin who flew to Norway on thursday.
I will of course blog more on this. I pity the person against me on dota tonight. mood tampered with the knowledge i'm meeting my primary sch friends who i havent' seen for 11 yrs. But i'm seriously emo now. Pray hard foolish person who will dota against me tonight or for the next few nights. No mercy asked nor given.
on a brighter note: STEAM BOAT TOMORROW! whee.
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